Random Ranting

A friend of mine asked me to put the poem I wrote here...ok, so here it is

{FACT}

I am more afraid of loving someone. More afraid than cockroaches, mirrors and big crowd.

Why do I fear love?

I don't know.

I haven't experienced it yet.

All I know is that nothing is permanent in this world -

Including love.

I hate the feeling being nervous whenever I see her

I hate the feeling of not being able to talk whenever she's around

I hate the feeling of losing my confidence just from her presence

Love is the most annoying feeling

It kept me awake the whole night

Yes. The whole f*cking night

Just thinking of her

Love leaves dark bags under my eyes

I want her to be in my arms

I want to hug her

I want her to be mine

Am I not being greedy?

I want to confess

To tell her my true feelings

But I know I'll be rejected

Since this is an unrequited love

I hate love

I hate love

I hate love

Please tell me this isn't love

Am I really in love?

I don't know

I definitely don't know

But I wish that this is just a mere confusion

Life is too playful

And this is probably one of his games.