I want..

I want to post a picture of my crush.

But I may end up liking him more..HOHOHO

Random Ranting

A friend of mine asked me to put the poem I wrote here...ok, so here it is

{FACT}

I am more afraid of loving someone. More afraid than cockroaches, mirrors and big crowd.

Why do I fear love?

I don't know.

I haven't experienced it yet.

All I know is that nothing is permanent in this world -

Including love.

I hate the feeling being nervous whenever I see her

I hate the feeling of not being able to talk whenever she's around

I hate the feeling of losing my confidence just from her presence

Love is the most annoying feeling

It kept me awake the whole night

Yes. The whole f*cking night

Just thinking of her

Love leaves dark bags under my eyes

I want her to be in my arms

I want to hug her

I want her to be mine

Am I not being greedy?

I want to confess

To tell her my true feelings

But I know I'll be rejected

Since this is an unrequited love

I hate love

I hate love

I hate love

Please tell me this isn't love

Am I really in love?

I don't know

I definitely don't know

But I wish that this is just a mere confusion

Life is too playful

And this is probably one of his games.

What is love? How do you know that you're in love? Symptoms? Cures?

I think I like my classmate in my majors. Oh lol. Fuck that shit.

I think I'm in love

BUT I MYSELF AM NOT SURE OF MY FEELINGS

I don't know what love means.

Awesome Dream

I had a dream this morning. Anyway, here it was:

I and some friends (I don't know which group) went somewhere and returned to Manila riding an LRT. The thing was the LRT turned into a roller coaster. (imagine LRT railway having loops)

After that, we arrived at a stop - not realizing that it was the Spirit World. We only found it out when we saw some transparent people. ANYWAY, us being alive were captured by these ghosts and were set to be offered to their king.

While being captured, I shouted some prayer (St. Benedict's medallion prayer to be exact) but it didn't work. So we were imprisoned in a room (which looked so familiar).

Anyway, one friend of mine was chosen to be the first sacrifice for the ruler of the spirit world. Everyone panicked, including me. Without realizing, I went straight to the first corner with another friend, and told her that she should repeat what I say. We successfully did it  in the first three corners, on the last one (when my "sacrifice" friend almost died) I shouted the last parts of the prayer. By the way, those who captured us helped us in successfully reciting the said prayer.

The spirit king suddenly started burning.Until it couldn't move. I tried capturing it with my necklaces (the dreamcatcher, the star of david, the necklace I bought in the bazaar, and a beaded necklace) but he wouldn't allow it. I then asked for some of his teeth, and that is where I placed his soul. And then I realized that the beaded necklace was already broken. We concluded that it probably was because of the energy I had to use in order to stop the said spirit king.


-and then i woke up-

I WANT TO JUMP OFF A BUILDING...

I CAN SEE MYSELF IN THE FUTURE

I'll be an old man, knitting sweater, wearing thick glasses, and being accompanied by nyan cats.

First Meditation with Fire

Indak ng Sining: Ang Sayaw ng Dalawang Kaliwang Paa (Isang Rebyu at Pagsusuri)

“Ang Sayaw ng Dalawang Kaliwang Paa”, na dinirek ni Ginoong Alwin Yapan, ay ipinalabas sa Cinemalaya noong nakaraang taon (2011) ay nanomina sa Halekulani Golden Orchid Award para sa Best Feature Film sa Hawaii International Film Festival at nanalo ng Bronze Price sa Bogota International Film Festival sa Columbia. (Source: http://www.manilatimes.net/index.php/life-and-times/showtime/10137-poetry-dance-and-romance-in-ang-sayaw-ng-dalawang-kaliwang-paa)

Sinopsis:

                Ang kwento ng pelikula ay ukol kina Marlon (isang mag-aaral sa kolehiyo sa isang unibersidad sa Maynila), Dennis (ang kanyang kamag-aral sa literature class), at Karen (ang kanilang propesor sa literatura).

Dahil sa kanyang pagkadismaya sa kanyang presentasyon sa literature class, sinundan ni Marlon ang kanyang propesor na si Karen sa kanyang pupuntahan. Dahil sa kanyang pagsunod ay nalaman niyang nagtuturo rin ng pagsayaw ang nasabing propesor. Dito nakilala niya si Dennis, ang kanyang kamag-aral sa literature class na hindi niya kilala. Si Dennis ay nagtuturo rin ng pagsayaw sa mga mag-aaral sa nasabing dance studio, kasama ni Karen.

Upang mapabilib ang kanilang propesor, nagpaturo si Marlon kay Dennis ng pagsayaw. Unti-unting natuto sa pagsayaw si Marlon; ngunit napagtanto ni Karen na nag-aral lang si Marlon sumayaw upang mapabilib nga si Karen. Labis na di nasiyahan sa narinig si Marlon, at dahil dito ay sinisi niya si Dennis na siyang tanging nakakaalam sa kanyang lihim. Ngunit sa huli ay nagkabati rin sila at gumanap sa pagtatanghal sa epikong Humadapnon.

Reaksyon:

Ako kasama ang aking kaibigan sa panonood

                Nagustuhan ko ang “Sayaw ng Dalawang Kaliwang Paa” dahil ito ay isang pelikulang nagpapakita ng pagiging malikhain ng mga Pilipino. Paano ko nasabi? Kung inyong titingnan ang buong pelikula, ito ay nababalot ng sining ng literatura (mga tula), sining ng awitin at sining ng pagsayaw. Hindi siya kapareho ng mga musical na bahagi ng script ng mga gumaganap ang ginagawa nilang pagkanta at pagsayaw. Ang mga kantang ginamit ay magaganda lalo na ang huli, na siyang ginamit sa dulang Humadapnon. Masasabing may magandang kaledad ang pelikulang ito.

                Ang ikinalungkot ko lamang ay ang aking kahinaan sa pagsasalin ng tunay na mensahe ng mga tulang nabanggit. Marahil ang pelikulang ito ay isang daan upang mapalawak ko pa ang kaalaman at pag-unawa ko sa larangan ng tula.

Lalala

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